Most of them won't talk about it to other people if we talk about staying in character (one will basically goes berserk if somebody tell him to go to the therapist). So this is like what they will say in the middle of night when no one is around, or inside their head.
(I try to make this a rather incoherent flow of thoughts, so it feels natural)
From my main character, KĂ´ra:
"Am I asking to much for something I cannot do? What should I do about this?
I want my family back, I want to go home. I want to go home even if it is destroyed, I miss my home. I have new friends and Uncle, but not the same, I want my old life back. I miss my dog. New life has been uncertain and scary, I cannot sleep, I cannot rest. I am scared.
I endanger other people, including my uncle. I got person who helped me badly hurt and never see him again, even I feel sorry for the irresponsible shifty person who took care of me. The worse is a special person of mine is in danger, he is forced to confess for horrible thing he never did. I thought he was dead and free of this world.
I am scared, I pray for protection but I know praying is not enough. Has God forsaken me? I am weak and not enough, I will either get killed or die with own decision. Life is not easy; my life was not all good, but is absolutely easier if Mother is still alive.
What should I do?
Will it be fixed if I am dead? Should I make my own self as a sacrifice to ask God? Will God finally forgive me?
He is right. My tormentor, he is maybe right. He said I was a sinner in my past. He wants to kill me so I can pay for it. I maybe deserve these things to happen to me, but what about them? My friends and family? My fellow people? Them? They are not perfect and all good, but they do not deserve that. It is not right to decide like that, are not we aware of our sins?
Or is it really God punishing me? He is right. What did I do? Who was I in the past?
What should I do?"