Feeling guilty here to have not written anything in the past few days but well, life has been intense.
My partner and I bought the ticket to go back home (Italy) while the whole UK is in lockdown, even though we have to do multiple swap test before going and quarantine there for 14 days. But don't really care about the quarantine, as we just wanted to change the scenery of our current prison (lol), but I am scared for the swap test (don't laugh, I can't even sleep at night because of it haha).
Testes like those make me so nervous, but well, it has to be done!
I plan to continue writing and publishing a chapter per week (hoping to be one day in the "novels we love cured weekly" on tapas front page) even though I am a bit ahead with the actual writing for the end of the novel.
I was trying to proofread (which takes me 4h and more to be satisfied) the previous chapters (4th ch till 33rd ch) and daily publish them on Wattpad. Still, I feel too overwhelmed as the university is starting next week, the flight is on the 19th, and I need to prepare and make calls for the testing. Letting aside my Japanese lessons, homework and life in general.
Give me strength
What is getting me through are these mantras
- This month's struggles are next month's results
- Overstimulation is the enemy of focus
Maybe I feel like this because I am not sleeping well and I am worried about the swap test ahah Oh, well.
I hope you will have a great day!