Ahh thank you, I'm surprised someone actually read through that long nonsensical rant. I really appreciate it.
Idk I guess I just wanted to vent cause I really really love art. But its weird cause its a line of work that people romanticize and think they want to do, but their actions seem to say otherwise.
Its really frustrating, cause I got all excited and put in time and effort. But my old art buddy eventually just went "meh" every time, and is still complaining about the same stuff 1-2 years later. Even now I keep doing little things to help her, when she should just figure this stuff out on her own.
In reality, I think she's doing fine and she's just used to complaining to me, but its making me anxious when I'm kinda stressed about other things atm.