Mmm... Kinda? I'm successful in the sense that my story got a lot more attention than I expected it to receive. I'm not gonna lie, when I posted my comic a year ago I really expected it to go famous overnight (i know, i know..
). I was looking at all the other comics on the front page, examining what made them so popular.. One shot gags, a clean art style, bright colors, characters in their teens-20s... I made sure I included all of those and didn't really even think twice about a deeper concept before submitting it.
But after thirsting after fame for months and months, and being featured in the daily snack a couple of times, I realized that the sudden burst of happiness when I saw that I had gained subscribers only lasted for a moment. Then it was back to wanting more... I couldn't really get my mind off of numbers and found myself stressing over the feedback each time I posted.
"Ugh! How come this update didn't get as many views as last week's? Is it because Tuesdays don't have much traffic?"
"Man, did I really lose 10 subscribers this week?? Was it the content?? The art? Was it boring? i suck."
I realized that I wasn't ever going to be satisfied if I kept obsessing over numbers like that. So I decided to actually do something with Leftovers and give it a story. I turned my main character into a fame-obsessed artist who worried too much about numbers. That way it became much more personal and motivated me to work on it more. It's like Art Spiegelman said: why bother spending so much time on a story if it's not worth telling? Or something like that.
So yes, in that sense, I feel like I am successful with my comic since in the process of making it, I've taught myself something. The theme of Leftovers is just an important lesson I have to keep reminding myself whenever I post an update.