I'm in the same boat as @rajillustration, as I get older (or rather as soon as I got out of my teens) finding betas and getting them to actually read has been impossible without paying for them. I'm short on cash, so I just end up with nothing. The harder part too is getting them to read stuff that would require context - I can't ask someone to read ch# 50k word count in let alone 300k word count in - there's no context for it and all of their responses are "this doesn't make sense. why is this guy such a jerk?" cause he just got woken up after not being able to sleep for 3 days straight from the previous 5 chapters.