Ahf its so hard to find someone to collaborate with.
I wanted to make a Hamster Rivals MMORPG (I previously spent 15 years updating a Hamtaro online game, and now I want to make a hamster game that doesn't have copyrighted stuff in it like the Hamtaro characters) and now I wanna make a Hamster Rivals comic and I'd do the writing, but no ones messaging me yet offering to do the art or/and character designs.
Actually I must vent too.
AHF MY LIFE is so horrible lately.
I got REALLY depressed ever since my best friends stopped liking me, a year and four months ago. Now I haven't been able to find a close friend that I can talk about anything to.
I keep venting online at support groups, and people tell me stuff like that they ignore my messages and that I vent too much and that I'm being a bother by using the vent/rant channels too much at the support groups.
Now its my birthday month and my older brother lives at my parents house with me and everyone makes fun of me and I really want to put out something related to my Hamster Rivals series that I've been planning in my head for 15 years. I keep posting on different places that I want to collaberate with someone to make something related to my Hamster Rivals series, and on an amino community my posts get like 40 likes and yet no one responds to the post or messages me about it. I wish I could find someone that can draw cool cute anime-style hamsters for my comic.
My life is so stressful. My mom's breathing machine is SERIOUSLY really loud it bothers me. I vented on Reddit about it, and people told me that I'm heartless and that the noise shouldn't bother me since my mom needs that to live. I do love my mom and care about her a lot, but the noise of her breathing machine really is too loud for me, I can't sleep good at night at all. I cover my ears and have the door closed and even with white noise, I keep hearing my mom's loud breathing machine. Ear plugs are uncomfy to me.
Anyways part of this post is me venting, and part of it is me saying I hope my hamster rivals series will become big someday and that I wish I could find someone to collaborate with to do art and/or character designs for a Hamster Rivals comic.
edit: I see this was moved to the Collaboration section. Here's fanart people did before of my Hamster Rivals characters: https://i.imgur.com/x6Mq8E6.png I hope an artist will collaborate with me.