When I came up with my idea for my BL novel, it took me weeks to make an outline for the story (I'm still adding and deleting stuff as I go along). I just finished episode 28 yesterday, and I think one of the biggest motivators for me is telling myself:
-Is this something I'd read if I wasn't writing this?
-What's a situation I'd want to see happen if I was a reader? Would it get my blood boiling (in a good way?)
And most importantly....
-Am I in love with my characters?
I've put a lot of myself into my MCs which feels like an extension of me. In fact, the other day, I teared up a little thinking about the BS I'm gonna put my poor characters in throughout the story.
I'm a sucker for stories that make me get major feels in a shocking way (such as Dark Secrets series, Attack on Titan, Tokyo Ghoul...). I want my readers to get the same feelings that make them ponder for days. Seriously, after I finished Tokyo ghoul season 1, I sat on my couch for two days thinking before I could move on to the next season