I was diagnosed at a young age with a mental health condition that was unfortunately exasperated by someone who was meant to be caring for me. Because of their refusal to originally get me help, I suffered for a long time. All of my stories and almost all of my art have pieces of me refracted through a science fiction lens. I'm not afraid to approach the "scarier" side of mental health (psychosis, hallucinations, horrid rage) because well... I actually have experienced those things. I was able to finally escape the situation I was in and am back in my homestate. I can breathe and live again. But it will take the rest of my life to heal.
Hi there!
Mental health is a big part of my art and comic. Even though I am a fairly optimistic person, I like writing stories about depression in hopes that someone struggling will see them, and feel less alone in their feelings.
This is how I represent my Anxiety. I turned Anxiety into a character to represent my abstract thoughts. Anxiety is a sexless, ageless, entity in my story. She looks like a man, but has the voice of a women (hence the cursive), and can shapeshift from a masculine body to a feminine body and vice versa. He has the wings of a raven and can turn into one at will. Anxiety has many ways to control us. He has a special notebook where he writes down our triggers (like the Deathnote notebook but for Anxiety), a paperdoll chain where just a little tear to our bodies can ruin us, and a board game where there is no end as everything just goes around in a circle even after we die.
Anxiety is kind of like the annoying sibling. She tries to be helpful, but actually makes things worse. It isn't her fault, but she blames everything on us. At times, he can be helpful (for example, keeping us out of dangerous situations) but most of the time he makes us feel worse without actually trying to do so. I am a perfectionist, and sometimes Anxiety gives me really bad headaches. Thankfully, I have learned to control those and haven't suffered from one in a while. But when I do get them, I miss a whole day of school. It's not fun and I hate getting them.
This other entity is the personification of Addiction. I'm not a drug dependent person, but a few of my peers are. My comics and stories deal a lot with Addiction and I represent it in metaphors and symbols since everyone experiences it differently. The eagle head represents the myth of Prometheus. Addiction is a terrible disease and in order for one to steal the sweet sunshine, the eagle comes and rips out your liver, a piece of yourself. Addiction is represented with the lower half of a bull to represent the Minotaur. One becomes the Minotaur in the labyrinth when one becomes drug dependent, because oneself is unable to get out of that terrible maze, and the longer one stays rooted in the pits of darkness in his/her head, the less oneself knows what to do. Drugs make you a prisoner because you want to stay sober and healthy, but you can't.
Depression is more common than others think. I don't have it, but lots of people that I love do. It's hard to love sometimes because my heart gets so easily broken when I think about other people's suffering. I want to help people and it hurts me when I can't.
Thanks for making this post! Art is a great way for us to express when we are hurting, work through our feelings, channel positivity, distract, etc. I've loved looking at everyone's works and comments. I'm a huge proponent of mental health advocacy and reducing stigma. I struggle with OCD and my art is a powerful coping mechanism. It's been a long journey of learning about what my OCD is and how to deal with it. Frustratingly, it's a chronic issue, so I can do all the hard work get it under control and then boom, it's back. I totally believe that I and everyone who struggles can achieve recovery, and I'm working in the right direction, but sometimes I'm still not ok. And it's ok to not be ok.
[Also, although I speak from the perspective of someone with a mental illness, this totally applies to everyone! I'm not about gatekeeping or saying you must be this mentally ill to count haha. It's all a spectrum and your struggles are valid!]
This drawing is old, but it's how I visualize my anxiety, years later it still applies... In my webcomic I try to positively but honestly portray mental struggles, questionable on my execution haha but that's the goal.
Love how openly you express yourself about anxiety and addiction, that are really complicated topics. }
Myself having experience anxiety and being, aswell, friend with really good persons struggling on drugs made me related to what you have said and showed very easily.
Thank you so much for repliying to this post and hope to see you around, @WhiskeyMadDog!
@AmazementComics thanks for sharing! Hope you win that war and everything that follows it!
@SkittishSmile Well thank You for posting here! I agree that art is the ultimate form of expression, and that we have to talk about those topics (mental health), always with respect obviously.
This post was made with the intention of visibilization, reflexion and ultimately helping and meeting each other. And you spot on every single one of those aspects.
Lots of loves to you and your art.
Here goes mine:
@carloswebcomic Your comic is wholesome
Thanks for sharing!
Thanks for the reply @RL4 !
I feel you on this one bro. This past week hasn't been too great for me. From schoolwork to someone bringing up a past mistake I made a while ago and decided to tell others, thus making me look bad. Those are relationships I don't think can ever be the same again. Long story short it's just been rough lately. So I definitely feel you on the anxious part.
Something I forgot to add!
The thing I love about my comic is using it to try to help spread awareness about mental health. One of the ways people unlock their powers is through very intense - often life-threatening situations. I've tried to make this an example of how you can overcome your trauma and pain to make yourself stronger and move powerful than you ever thought.