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May 2021

Stupid writer problems. And had one of those moments. Also hey i gotta do what i gotta do to get subscribers lmao It's a very slow progress X.x

i keep forgetting how to draw my own characters :cry:

I've been drawing my MC for over a decade. Sometimes she STILL comes out looking like a half-melted muppet. So I hear you there.

That's depressing. Maybe try doing a character design that you're familiar with? But then again I don't know how much that helps :confused:

When I draw expressions and I'm not entirely sure how they are supposed to look, I tend to grimace (.. is this the right term in english? xD) for myself. As if it would help. Which it doesn't. Sometimes my husband give me really strange looks because of it :sweat_smile:

I have never met an artist who DOESN'T subconsciously make the expression they're trying to draw, so I think you're in good company there. And yes, I always feel a little silly when I catch myself doing it, too.

I keep dreaming about how I'm going to go do my drawing in a coffee shop when it's fine to do that again and then I realize that I'm sitting here at my desk alternating between making insane faces and chuckling at what's going on in my comic... hmm.

I get lost in the ocean of prospective scenes every time I try to write an episode :sob:

i probably just have to make new refs and save em in an easier to find folder but they're ocs i've had and been working with for ages :weary:

Yeah, I have reference files for some of my characters, because I keep forgetting which side his freaking boots button on!! Or things like that. I'm embarrassed how often I have to refer to it, but that's just artist problems for ya.

I'm the same way with my stylus, and my pencils (they usually roll away or I'm siting on them because I got up XD). My computer with writing when I write a paragraph and start another paragraph one sentence in new paragraph switches with the old paragraph somehow.

My non photo blue pencils wear out faster than a burning rubber tire rolling on a bed of nails :expressionless:

I have to buy new ones soon

when you love buying art supplies bc shiny new toys

... but you are a digital artist 99.9% of the time

MOOD

all my unused sketchbooks, markers and pencils look at me in shame :grimacing:

Honestly, my greatest struggle is trying to balance being a mom and a creator and with a baby, it is hard. I am always scared I'm messing up at both or one of them though I care more about being a mom. However, I realize that it is a common struggle and it has a way of working out.

Walking into an art store is such a HIGH of possibilities.

... but even as a traditional artist, you end up buying the same handful of things. Do I REALLY WANT the shiny oil paints, the gorgeous pastels, or the fancy spray paints? God yes. Have I painted in oils since college, or spray paint since my best friend's wedding? Do I even LIKE using pastels? NO!

buys the same four pens, two erasers, and five sheets of paper

When I hurt my neck because I keep tilting my head instead of rotating the piece I'm working on.

As a writer, this is my problem.
You know those old people who speak what they write? Like when typing their passwords, they'd mouth the numbers? I'm kinda like that. I at least "vocalize" the dialogues and sometimes [for harder and more complex scenes] I need to act it out or else I would get lost with 11 pages full of "quotation marks" with no description. I can't seem to do things just by imagining, I need to see it for me to write.

Drawing/coloring on the wrong layer. I do it ALL THE TIME. Because I don't name my layers LOL. It's just an inconvenience but dang, does it annoy me.