I need to talk to someone else who wants to die.
I wish life was as easy as ACTake all my bills Tom Nook, just let me off the hook
Thanks all. The whole goal thing doesn't really work for me anymore (since I've gotten just worse since 2016) but it's solid advice to people who can still function on a daily basis. Like there's probably 50 million different maggots living in my flat because I'm too paranoid/anxious to take out the trash and I get mail like once every 4 months because I'm so scared of it... But yeah. I appreciate the sentiment.
I wish student life was easier.More time to write something that matters, and less time working on things that wouldn't matter after a little while.Is it just me?
If you feel okay sharing, did something happened that have you feeling paranoid?, if you are being treatened, harrased or anything is better to call the police or some authority.
......Are you okay Scorpius?, if you are having any kind of depression, feeling unmotivated or anything.....I can tell you that depression is like black glasses: it makes things look darker, but that doesn't mean the world is as your eyes are currently seing it. If you are having any symptom of depression, you may need from profesional help. Don't feel ashamed to ask for help and take care of yourself.
It's just low self-esteem amplified by depression. I'm afraid people see me if I go out. It's completely irrational, but most of the stuff with depression is.
@ScorpiusNox (i tagged you just in case)
Mari, Just found this, thought it may help you. Just take care of yourselves, okay?.
I know the source may not be the conventional thing people may expect, but the advice and message makes lot of sense.
I appreciate your concern . I did all of those things, though. I'm not a danger to myself. I'm just alone.
Glad to know, i got scared for a while.
Anyway, i am here if you need to talk. (not literally now, because i have something to do now, but you get my point)
There are a number of reasons why that isn't exactly what I need. But to be clear, that ain't on you. I just wanted to get the thought out of my head like Mr. Harmon suggested, and this was the thread for that.
Ahh I'd love to write more but uni killss
Alright, i wish you the best,.
Have you tried to get a hobby, like a sport, art classes or something?, you can meet some people with similar interests, and you would spend some time with people.
I've tried every normal thing you're going to suggest. You really should just take my gratitude and trust that I'll be okay outside of intermittent bouts of sorrow or ennui. It can only really get sadder from here .
Or you can suggest something really off the wall. That could be fun .
Fair enough, i will think something. If i get an idea i will tell you, and you see if you give it a shot.
Hot water down today.
Then, when it came back on, it was muddy.
Boo.
Muddy? Like, literal mud coming out of your faucet?
No, just muddy. The water was brown and left behind some kind of sediment (so at least we know it was mud and not something worse).
Apologies, I was unclear. That's what I meant. And it sucks =( .
Guys.
I hate having days where I feel numb and can't do anything and then days where I'm all like OH GOD I CAN'T STOP DRAWING.
my god
