ok last message before im finished with this convo
the point i was getting at wasnt my stupid help thread and how i never knew what i really needed help with to begin with
i was refering to the response, in my eyes the forum went fucking psycho on me for asking, what i was trying to say in the post i made here is how quick people are getting to jumping on people even if they have good intentions. i wasnt a hostile shitlord that would throw the person aside once they were nolonger needed, i was someone that wanted help and when i was back up from my low i would offer them my services on their comic as the payback
but again... the Forum jumped me like a hoards of vicious cats, and to make things worse, a discord server that made me confident to even ask to begin with was another set of feral cats waiting to fuck me up
also, i dont remember my post being a rant!
EDIT:
i think my issue is i always had problems seeing things as what they are, my mind is an enigma (milk carton falls over)
anyway i am starting to slowly remember... the forum was kind of being rude about it, but not to the extent i explained. i always mistook bluntness as a personal attack and it got me upset, the server was the "rabid cats" and when that happened it just crossed over into the forum like as if they also were involved in the cat fight
anyway, im done, someone told me to "stay off the forums"