Making comics is not easy especially when you're a writer that's looking for an artist.
If you want success, work hard, so hard that you go insane and lose sleep. Many of the most successful creators on this website are one-men armies: they started from nothing, and now they're at the top, and that's because they worked their goddamn balls/ovaries off. Comic making comes with stress, self inflicted stress mind you, considering that this type of work is free lance.
If you want to get good, you need to go through hell and come out singing.
From what I've read, you don't seem cut out for comic creation, but if you really, really want to do it, keep going.