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Jun 2022

"I have no mouth, and I must scream"
(Credit to Harlan Ellison and the Cyberdreams team)

I'm surprised we got this far without this popping up. Do I really need a reason? Here I am a bag of meat evolution has gifted sentience and endless freedom of thought, but not the capacity to understand what I have been given.

I just saw a meme.
A: What does "Nani" mean?
B: "What."
It just escalates from there.
Lots of screaming, including me from laughter.

Well ... She got me. Miss Rona finally got me. Fuck this shit.

Well ... Looks like I won't be participating in the Call to Action contest after all ... Or doing anything any time soon. :relieved::crown:🦠:thermometer_face:
... Fuck this stupid virus. I don't even want to go to the doctor to get my PCR test done because I have to walk around and DO THINGS and I don't want to DO THINGS.

I have a dozen of various m+m stories that I have begun writing, and my mind can't decide which one it should focus on!!!!

Another gay romance novel? Another gay PWP story? Which one?! I CAN'T DECIDE!!!
When I open the romance file, my mind brainstorm on some PWP scene. When I open the PWP file, my mind thinks of some sweet scene for the romance story. :tired_face: Arrrgh!

Instead or writing, I'm spending my time re-reading the stories I enjoy. :pensive:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHG

FUCK

I HATE it when people press the elevator button and then DON"T GET ON EVEN AS THE DOOR CLOSES, which makes me think THEY"RE NOT FUCKING GETTING ON so I get on and they GET ON AFTER ME.

THERE"S A REASON I WANT TO GET ON AFTER YOU

I"M GOING TO THE FUCKING TOP FLOOR AND I"M CARRYING A SHITTON OF BAGS AND WE"RE ENTERING THROUGH THE ELEVATOR"S REAR DOOR

also

I feel incredibly creeped out in general when people stand too close behind me, and I know this is weird and I don't want to be like this either and I know the other person doesn't know this and don't worry, I didn't take it out on them. but still. *****ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH*****

I LOVE THIS DRAWING!!!


Seriously, I'm proud of myself! This is going to go so great with the lyrics I wrote.
Oh, and if you're not satisfied with that scream, here's Ink just yelling at Fresh.

25 days later

When you forget to turn on restricted mode and an ad for underwear or something comes on you can't skip :scream:

1 month later

Me: just trying to listen to music
My busted speakers and/or my headphones I've stomped too many times dancing: Hey, let's glitch out and act all whacky! I'm sure we won't blow out her eardrums!
Me: AAAAAHHH WHAT THE HECK

aaahhh i super want this in game cosmetic but i havent got enough of one specific item for it and it's literally driving me nuts especially since today is the last day to nab it!!! :cry_02:

also bummed that i probably wont be able to get splatoon 3 by release so now i gotta avoid spoilers even more D'X

BOI
I felt this SO HARD one time!
I had to collect so many keys to open a chest to get a costume for a little pet mouse I had.
On the very last day, I finally got all the keys.
I opened the chest, and inside, I found...
Another chest.
I'm not ashamed to admit I rage-quit the game after that.
I missed my mouse though, so I sewed a little plushie of it. It looks... nothing like the original, but IDC.

MOOD! what gets me is my problem is a pretty easy fix but the double edged sword is it's a social game so if you don't have active friends or your not interacting with folks your eventually punished by not really being able access items coz "oops sorry you'll need a pal to give you that"

like UGH i love the games setting and lore and stuff but the social aspect just pulls me out of it sometimes xC

27 days later

REEEEE
I accidentally powered off my computer and lost all my progress on the page I was working on!
At least now I know not to PNG it until I'm sure I don't need layers anymore... ouch, what a hassle!