I'm glad you got that the overreaction was a joke though lol.
It's fine, but I was sad that you were sobbing. I've read some of your book, but it was only up to a paragraph I've read altogether (I rarely read now a days). I liked how you described the models in a way. Oddly, they sounded sort of dead for their job. I liked it because it's different from what I experienced and you can get a feeling for what type of person they're working for. When I worked a bit for someone in the industry, the models were a mix of graceful and something else, but it really wasn't a natural grace. It felt more trained.