Lol, strangers donāt care about other strangers, this is 2017.
Jk! (sorta)
My default response is āgoodā, but since you asked I may as well vent a bit.
Don't read this, it's just needless drama.
Things have been a bit stressful to be honest. I was going to go parttime at my job to go to school for a job that isnāt depressing since I lack the morale to do both, but my mom got laid off while on medical leave so I have to stay. I'm now the only income in the house, and barely make enough to pay bills let alone feed us and my cats. Recently some idiot broke into my jeep to steal shit and I can't afford to fix the damages, my mom has been crying every day and venting her distress about being laid off, making life at home stressful. I learned being an introvert and empath is the worst thing in existence, not only do you get tired from people, you get tired from the emotional vibes theyāre giving off. What sucks is I need to be super grateful for just having a job, I need to stop hating it which makes me more depressed.
I feel like Iām going down the same path as my mom, never going to school and working a job you hate to the point of it affecting your health for the rest of your life. I know Iām only in my late 20ās, but Iām one of those types who lose all motivation to do things if I donāt do them within my small window of motivation. I feel like I'm going through a mid-life crisis.
Outside of small outings with my mom I havenāt done anything fun in years. I wanna drive cross-country to all the cool cons everyone talks about, but itās no fun when you have no friends. Friends are hard to get, my personality sucks too much. I wanna go to the zoo in San Diego, man! I wanna go exploring in the mountains! I wanna do all the things, but I'm trapped between work and home.
I think I Iām overwhelmed because Iāve felt particularly deadened lately. My momās dog went into my room to piss, and I felt nothing when catching it in the act, which I think is alarming? I mean, Iām kinda dead anyway, but usually I get mad when that happens?
My comic is good thoughā¦ I mean, not quality-wise, but itās my oasis in a vast desert of disappointment. I love working on it, the comic relieves my literal migraines. Drawing is like therapy.
can i see your webcomic ?
Nah, itās not really that interesting. The visuals have a lot of mistakes, and the story is super slow.
Wew, that got a bit off my chest.