Well, at first i'm thankful for all people around here. Altough i don't have many readers and such, but i thought that i'll be kicked out of here with my inexperienced and weak art, but i'm still here. I'm glad to be here, this is my first attempt to create something in public, that doesn't ended with ostracism, at least yet 
Second of course is my family, they're only people who always nice to me, heh.
Third is alcohol. Sound stupid, probably, but only with it i became at least somewhat a social person. Now i have friends and all this stuff. And we are not just drinking together, it's real friendship. Also, i stopped sit at home all the time (some kind of hikikomori in deep russian provincial town, heh) and started to earn money (temporary things, but still). All because of alcohol, yes it can destruct my health (and will be ) and personality, but it hardly can be worse than it was before, really.
Why i wrote all this wall of text, nobody knows it 
