Oh boy, I'm gonna have a lot to say.
If there's a comic that impacted me a bunch, it'd probably be this one.
Project SHaDe embodies like.. a lot of what I wanna accomplish in comics. Everything from the sketchy art style to the violent action and the emotional scenes. I was drawn to it because of the Tokyo Ghoul vibes, but it takes on a whole personality of its own as it goes on. There's a whole in-depth analysis that can be made.. but I'm not gonna do that. Just- it goes above and beyond in inspiring me to wanna make my own webcomic. I had ideas before I found it, but seeing this comic made everything feel like it was an attainable reality somehow.
But it's not just inspiration though! The story of the comic itself and the atmosphere resonates with me quite a bit. A lot of the comic can feel.. emotionally numb, and almost depressive at times, but there's a few scenes in the comic that just.. they're like such a radiant light in a world so grim and dark, enough that it makes everything awful feel worth it. I'm sure if I read this at a younger age, that like.. it'd be one of those things to gravitate towards whenever I'd be in such a sad mood. And that's a compliment tbh I love a whole bunch of stuff that fed into my miserable habits back then lmao
Lastly, as an avid reader of it now, I can't talk about it without mentioning the fact that it might have reignited my desire to make music? I was burnt out on the idea for quite a while, and I forced myself to make demos of stuff.. To go along with webcomic ideas I had before reading this. Then I had the bright idea of doing a cover of the author's original theme for it as a fan.
The song itself is a significant step up from what I was already making. This then led to a music project where I basically made OSTs for comics people submitted. You can find those songs and this one here. I had a Vol. 2 planned and gave up on it soon after lol anyways, it set off a chain of me making bite-sized songs and eventually writing full 5-6 minute stuff. I have plans on making entire soundtracks for the comic which made me reread the whole thing and carefully put together a synopsis of each update. I had to put a pause on the soundtrack stuff for the comic since I actually wanna buy FLStudio to save the project files before I start working on 'em. Been saving up money to buy it and making plans to try getting paid for what I can do (commissions and all that.) Just overall, I'm more serious about making music than ever.
All that was kind of a domino effect that came out of me being a fanboy, I think
It definitely wasn't like I was immediately changed while making the song, just.. a lot of gradual stuff afterwards lol
Edit: Fixed a typo and clarified the music stuff a bit more