1) an extremely short lucid dream where i was in my grandmother's apartment, then realized i was in a dream, and could control myself there, and looked out of the window
2) a short nightmare where I look in the mirror, see something off about my reflection, look again, and then my reflection glitches out and i scream in the dream and wake up. While it wasn't gory or violent like a few other dreams in this list, this one is the scarier one I had.
3) tw gore and death
another creepy one about a subway \ underground \ metro train covered in gore and people sitting on the tracks smiling and oblivious. I look away as the train comes in. It is covered in gore.
4) tw violence and i guess family violence
my mom stabbed me and then left me behind in some sort of hotel. The wound was pretty deep, going through my arm, but there was no blood at all. Me and mom are lucky to actually get along fine IRL.
5) One of my earliest memories. I was definitely younger than 5, in my bed, and the sky was red, and there was a pale feminine face or mask in the sky, looking down somewhere, but not at me. there was a high pitched noise. I am not sure what it was. I faintly remember the face being surrounded by striped dreadlock-like things. I'm not sure if it was a dream or I saw some eldritch BS. I kinda maybe have somewhat rational explanations for the elements of it (red sky = cloudy night in a city that uses too many orange lights, remembered as red for some reason. High pitched noise - one of those hellish road washing machines. Just. Why. That sound terrifies me to this day. the face kinda looked like the Japanese figurines that were kept in another room that my grandma brought from Japan.)
I seem to have a set of recurring themes and locations in my dreams:
- creepy train station where i'm always pulled towards the tracks and that feels unsteady
- some sort of forest that seems to be connected to some fields and flooded areas
- various IRL locations that I've been to like the school i used to go to, the apartment I used to live in, the apartment I currently live in
- dreams where I'm picking up extremely large and \ or brightly colored feathers (started a few years back)
- tornado dreams (used to be frequent in high school)
- northern lights dreams (used to happen a lot when i attended uni in a northern city)
- dreams where I'm attending school or university but for some reason keep missing my classes for dumb reasons (these are new, not sure what brought them about as I've graduated both school and university long ago, and am not attending any online classes)
and some stress dreams of a 2020 flavor:
dreams where I'm in a crowded place but can't find a mask or realize i left it at home