Always loved writing, monsters, and all that jazz.
As I grew up and realized my sexuality, I wanted to find books that showcases my sexuality. Yet, they never surfaced. Fantasy novels highly hang around heterosexual folks, which is absolutely nothing wrong about. But, I wanted to see something more. So I said fuck it, ill do it myself.
Thus, I incorporated my personal sexuality (bisexual and asexual) into my characters. I really wanted to bring out the internal struggles with sexuality while also conforming to the pressure of being the perfect woman or man.
Its not just Evangeline who is having a crisis, but there is another character close to Evangeline who is also suffering from peer pressure to conform to society. She feels like her legacy is bound by these standards which she cannot stray from.
In addition, I wanted to touch upon autistic and ADHD actions that people dont realize. In a fantasy setting, they aren't named but I really wanted to showcase different features of both adhd and autism. I am AuDHD and often struggles silently. Hence, I want to bring out the problems I have and showcase it within a setting that might not often be seen.