Just another sad and bitter rant...
So I've had commissions open for a while. Years, even. My comm poster is so old and out of date, it's almost not indicative of my current skills anymore (I might redo it if it would make a difference...).
Needless to say, I don't get many orders. And I try to make up for that by doing "chibi sales" a couple times a year, where I offer full-color art for 10 DeviantArt points...which amounts to less than a dime for at least an hour of work.
Sometimes I strike out even then, but I usually end up making 70-90 cents worth of sales (you have no idea how depressing it just was to type that), which indicates a fairly healthy amount of interest on its face. I mean, if 7-9 strangers ask you for anything, you can reasonably assume that it's generally wanted.
WELL, I decided to take a leap of faith based on that assumption. I said to myself, "Self...you are undervaluing your art. If 9 people will buy from you when you offer your art for pennies, maybe at least half that many will buy from you if you offer it for something that's actually reasonable. And that would be okay, wouldn't it??"
After all, people have bought my regular-priced commissions before...it happens at least once a year. So I decided to offer a sale that was still a huge discount but not nearly as obscene as throwing art away for cents on the dollar...I advertised my cheebs for one dollar each.
And I'm sure you can guess how this story ends, since this is a bitter rant and not a celebratory one...the week-long sale ends in two days, and I've gotten nothing. Not even so much as a friendly 'looks awesome; sorry I can't afford it' comment, which, EVEN though they're pretty annoying, would at least be something.
Oh, EXCEPT for one such comment from a former ART THIEF, who has apparently created a new account after I BLOCKED and reported their previous one last year! They probably noticed that I'd gone and hidden all their gross comments...I wouldn't be surprised if they've come back to steal my art again; I would check their page and start the process over but I really don't need another headache right now...
...Dammit. I just wanted to try to inject some hope and positivity into my last week of vacation. And all I got was more spit in my eye from the universe. T_T
My only consolations are that (a) AT LEAST I didn't take an even bigger leap and start offering adoptable characters for 500 points/5 dollars like I planned...that would have probably resulted in an even greater loss of emotional capital. :[
And (b) because I allow people to request commissions with personal messages, and I rarely post the resulting work publicly...no one on that site actually knows (for certain) how big of a failure I am~ ;]
In conclusion, I'm plenty pissed, but not nearly as pissed as I could be if I actually expected this to work out. At this rate, the day will soon come when I give up on myself completely...but, hopefully, little sparks of hope will keep pushing it off to a later date.
P.S. I'm just blowing off steam, I'm not really looking for suggestions, ESPECIALLY not suggestions in the vein of 'maybe if you improve your art more people will actually like it and want to buy it'.
Frankly, I will consider those personal insults. I believe my art is already more than worthy of being purchased, and I also believe I am mature enough to make that judgement with impartiality. I would prove it to you by showing off the awesome advertisement poster I drew up (which will now be forever marred by this experience), but I think that would count as soliciting and I don't think that's allowed here. =/