I am more of a fanfic writer. I was suffering from a debilitating disease for ⌠well, forever. Just that I didn't know so (it is a really funny disease when you know you have it ⌠but when you don't, it can cause neurological damage in its worst form).
So, I was really suffering from pseudo-depression and tried desperately to shake myself out of it. I was somewhat known for the fandom and pairing I was writing for. And as soon as I started that story, it went wrong. I was not able to organize my thoughts at all. The style was completely off compared to what readers were used to with me.
They picked up something was really wrong and many reached out to me. And it is thanks to that that I went to the doctor and got a diagnosis. So I regret the horrible writing I put people through, but at the same time, I don't regret having written it, taking into account it helped me in a very weird way.