I used to feel like that, a lot. I don't know if this with help you, but I'll give you some background on my online writing life.
When I first started writing fanfiction, I did it for fun because I loved the characters. On one website, I noticed I wasn't getting much of a following, so I went to a different writing site. On the next writing website, I focused on posting my stories and just one, only one reader encouraged me to keep going. Because of that one reader, I kept posting and posting until one day, somehow, my story got popular.
Looking back now, I lost touch with me as a writer. It all became about the popularity, and then the entitlement came. When I branched off into original stories, I barely got any readers, but I did get a few.
Instead of appreciating those few readers and writing for them, I got pissed because I wasn't "popular" enough compared to other original writers. I got so consumed with the popularity that I treated those few writers who supported me horribly.
At the end of the day, popularity is a good and bad thing, but when I focused on those few readers, I was more myself, not the monster chasing popularity made me become.
Don't worry about followers and popularity, just have fun doing what you love; focus on those few people who support you.