on the contrary, some of the characters i write are people i have CRUSHED on, as in...past tense 
feels cathartic to take off the rose-colored glasses and put my crack writer sunglasses on, and while there are times i fall in love with them a little bit (again), i have the consolation that it's only across the pages 
i find it hard to crush on characters as i write them...maybe i'll look and reflect more as to why this is...i actually just noticed it now oh my God i need to examine this 
if i'm crushing on someone (present tense) best believe i'll be whipping out good ol' poetry 