Being accepted was never the problem at least not for me. The problem was feeling like an outsider. However good or not peoples intentions are they aren't going to make me feel like I'm supposed to be here. The curse of autism is knowing you don't fit it does not matter at all if the normies accept me because I'll never be like them. You can keep trying to emulate them but you will never be one. I've tried for like 30 years. What is an acceptance day supposed to accomplish other than poking bears and if anything making things worse.
This doesn't sit well with me it doesn't. Some goddamn artificial "We accept you" hacker-y? Am I supposed to feel included? Because I feel condescended to. This is just patronizing. The shit I went through is not excused by you calling me good and patting yourselves on the back for being "Accepting".
Leave us out of your self-congratulatory acceptance tour. I don't wanna be accepted by you anymore. I don't wanna be LIKE you anymore.
I worked too goddamn hard to be a somewhat functional person to let insults like this slide. OH NOW YA'LL CARE. Where were the lot of you when I was in highschool? RIGHT sitting on the sidelines while I got dirt kicked in my face.
You know who I had to turn to? NOBODY and NOW ya'll wanna pat yourselves on the back for being accepting? Ack... just... ya'll disgust me.
You cant take it back you cant make it up to me STOP TRYING PLEASE. Ya'll just wanna feel better about yourselves and I ain't gonna give it to ya. You don't deserve it.
You are not an ALLY to autistic people. you jerks are just one MORE thing we gotta deal with. Especially those of us with social/emotional disabilities. Sure be one more burden on the pile. Be one more thing I gotta deal with if you really need to be resented at least then I know you're TRYING to give me a hard time. You'll win I'll hate you. Hope its worth it. Hope you enjoy making my life miserable because that seems like a really sad way to be. This is just one more way of picking on the kids with issues ya just put a better spin on it for those who don't know better.
Here's what you don't get probably. People with social/emotional disabilities will almost certainly react badly to kind overtures. Especially those who have been beat down and betrayed so many times. I know I'm not just speaking for myself when I say we got trust issues out the ear. The harder you try to help the worse things get. Because you cant. We cant be fixed. How many times have I begged for help and nothing has worked because there is no cure. No answer at best you can help treat the symptoms and my experience with the medications that do exist is they only pile side effects on with no real benefit.
You really wanna help? STOP. You cant. You cant and you feel bad about it and you wanna appease your guilt. Your guilt is irrational best idea is to just move on and put it out of your mind. Cause you aint doing any good here. just jerking me around. I don't need that you don't need that nobody needs that and if they think they do they'll figure out eventually they were grasping at straws.