Dark times come for us all, but even the darkest of nights have stars to guide us, hidden behind the clouds. The feelings that plague you are valid, teachers of lessons that demand your attention, but in time you will find yourself in a better place. Give yourself the time you need, and be thankful for the gift of sadness. Your humanity lies within it.
I'll link my stories below. You may find Brooders, and The Incredible Documentaries of Lady Forista to both be wholesome experiences.
I also offer my sigil of assurance, a reminder of the calm that awaits you at the end of your storm: