My two cents on conspiracy theories... as a former far right Christian extremist... that had my time in the street preacher crowd...
They can lead you to the truth... but if you stay in them, it will leave you bitter, angry, hateful, resentful... heavy feelings that give you nothing but HELL.
Same thing goes on ALL sides of political / religious streams of thought. Stay in them, you create your hell.
If you see beyond all that, you'd see yourself in your "enemy". There is something underneath all the rust...
(Lol ironically i do sandblasting and seen rusty pieces of metal objects that look destined for the junkyard turn into something beautiful)