I was nervous. As. Eff. Here I had a book I'd spent so much time on, pouring in so much love, blood, sweat, and tears, wanting to make it as fun and interesting as possible, and I was so worried no one was going to read it, much less like or subscribe to it, especially because it's so explicit. Now it has 146 subs, is still getting views like crazy even though it's completed, and I don't promote it very often, and I grew the confidence to post my supernatural BL series that might not have a lot of subs but are still really popular in their own right.
And now I have an entry in the Tapas_AF_Tourney, something I NEVER thought I'd actually do. Not to say I don't still get nervous because I do...but it's not nearly as bad as it used to be.