*Short essay incoming, Lol!
I feel ya on the 'I can't NOT write' (though for me, it's drawing, and storytelling in general).
My original dream was to do 3d animation, but that fire died down after a harrowing capstone project and I thought I'd never come back to it. I somehow got into storyboarding and 2D sequential storytelling which led me into doing this comic, not without some flops and hard lessons, but that's what having a passion really is (it literally translates 'to suffer', so I've learned to enjoy my suffering a little bit). Now I'm playing around with 2d animation, but with a more centered purpose and building up from scratch.
But still, getting away from drawing (or just the screen) for a few days feels really good and refreshes the spark, as long as I don't stay away for too long, or cling to my gotta-draw-escapism to distract myself from a real life. I guess the cliches of "chasing the dream" and "make whatever's in front of you your passion" both apply in the balance-least to me. Cause when I'm balanced, I can make stuff happen easier.
So, uh, when I feel down, I discovered that chasing the balance keeps me in sync -- not too motivated, but also not too unmotivated. Hope that made some flippin' sense, did not sleep well and my brain is a little fried.