um...
I feel somewhat guilty because I got 3K subscribers in two nights (after two particular episodes) and don't think I really deserved it in terms of my history on this site. I mean, there are people here struggling for years that don't get those 3K after all the time.
At the same time I realize that with this I could become the bridge for people not-yet-so-popular. I have been trying to come up with a good way of ads exchange between creators. I asked about it in the uservoice but it has not been answered yet.
I feel scared because I'm normally a pretty quiet person and so much interaction is adrenaline, though it gives the feeling of satisfaction even to me
Also I haven't had very good experience with jealous people and worry that some might eventually crop up, though I feel safe here on Tapastic.
Lastly, the pressure! The readers are waiting for new stuff and although my comic has somewhere written "updated randomly", I feel bad because now I have a month of all exams and excursions one after another and probably won't be able to draw something for them :/