I love my main OC's like they're my kids and minor characters too, but writing Erik hurts the most, because he's so tragic. Like, makes sense tragic, not just self pitying or emo.
Circumstances beyond his control has made him into who he is, Past trauma has left him damaged. Guy got so many virtues (principled, fastidious, responsible, organized, caring) but everyone reads them as vices. He's an INTJ with OCD and comes from another culture, really has a hard time making friends. Doesn't wanna be there. Makes the best of what he got. Truly an ice prince, too smart for his own good.
From my writing you could think I hate him because I'm so cruel to him, he tries the hardest, gets nothing in return.
Tragic but beautiful and pure guy, truly.
