I've recalled one more story, which upset me. It is not sadistic at all, just very, very stupid and a bit disgusting. It made me upset mostly because it was from the book, which several people adviced as a book with very beautiful love stories.
So, I wasn't prepared for being disgusted at all...
The story was about the woman with vaginismus and her husband. The author have stated that they couldn't have sex because of this illness of her. So they never "shared marital bed", and only kissed and hugged each other.
I was already confused at this point. Because... yes, this illness prevent people from doing classic sex, but... you know... They both had tongues and hands with all fingers at their places. Also they could buy some sex toys to help (I dunno, isn't it really NOT obvious for anyone? (-‸ლ) ). But no, but they didn't guessed to caress each other with fingers, mouths or sex toys for... twenty years (!!!) (◕_◕) Just kissed...
But... ok, I've continued to read, despite of my confuse. ¯_(ツ)_/¯
One day the woman have noticed a young teenage boy, who looked alike her husband, on the street. She have tracked him down, and found out the house, where he lives. I will omit boring details, and will move on to the point where she have discovered, that this boy was the son of her husband, who had another "family" and "wife" for all these twenty years (!!!).
I was just... ugh. (≧︿≦) If he really was too stupid to make other kinds of sex, besids classical... or wanted to have classical sex too much... why he never tried to explain his situation to his wife? So they could... you know, establish open relationship? ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Or, maybe, just break up and remain a friends, if she wouldn't agree to it... But no. Instead he have desided to cheat on her for twenty damn years... during twenty damn years he have lied to his "beloved" wife.
So I was just... ok. I see, this story is about a hypocrite asshole. Not that I've expected such a story from a book about "beautiful love stories", but ok. I've continued to read to see, how will this situation be resolved.
The husband has hired a therapist for his wife, to help her to deal with her anger on him and mental problems, which it caused. The therapist started to proof her that her husband actually loved her and wanted her only good all this time. 0_o And he hided his relationships with a second wife because he didn't want to upset her.
I was: ooook... this story is about two hypocrite assholes - a husband, who lies to his wife for twenty years and about a therapist, who brainwashes his patients and tells them bullshit in favor of the one who pays the money. So - I've understood, - this is a cynical story.
Believe me, I really have nothing against cynical stories and asshole characters! At the end, my own characters are assholes and my own story is pretty cynical! I just... didn't expect it from such a book. So, ok, I've re-tuned my expectations and continued to read.
And... do you know, how has it ended? The wife have "understood" that her husband is a good guy and went to say him how she loves him and how she appreciates his love to her... but - ah, oh! - at this exact moment he've gotten a heart attack because of his soul feelings! So, according to the author's words, the woman had "understood" that he loved her, too late. Eventually, she have decided to keep her love for him in her heart forever and raise his children with his "second wife". This was the end.
At this moment I've eventually lost my patience. (ノ ゜Д゜)ノ ︵ ┻━┻
Why he had a heart attack in such an exact moment? Is it just a cheap, unrealistic method to make his wife and a reader to feel sorry to him? Why the author couldn't make me to feel sorry for him in a more clever way?! There are so many possible ways to make the reader understand an asshole character better and feel empathy for them!.. but no, not in this cheap story. And... why the narrator is so clearly sure that her husband loved her? And why the second wife of an asshole always was ok with whole this situation?
What. The. Fuck. Just. Happened?
I'm sorry and fully understand that this may seems funny, or hypocritical, considering my own writings... but, nevertheless, I should admit, that I've gotten a butthurt from this "love story". ¯_(ツ)_/¯