there used to be a comic on tapas about a boy who is abused by his father and he self harms and whatnot, his dad killed some neighbors or something after the mom and unborn child died when the main character was young. the main characters name was Kuro I think and he had black spikey hair and he liked a girl who had brown hair and blue eyes. he gets kidnapped at one point and drugged up and I think the person who drugged him did other things as well. sorry if this is really all over the place, I'm just trying to list all the things I remember about the comic so that maybe someone will know. I think they left a few years ago when tapas changed their policies (I forget what the issue was, something about ownership rights?) but even though it was really dark I really wanted to see where it would go so if anyone can figure out what I'm talking about I would be super grateful. (the boy also has like a falling out with his friends because the dad sees him out with them and like threatens them) (and he has a nasty hangover one night after smoking and drinking a lot) (idk I'm really just spouting off random stuff at this point but I remember it all, I just don't remember the dang name)