I'm back on Tapas again after nearly an entire year of low activity or none. I like reading through this thread.
Actual vent: Sometimes I feel like I'm slightly sociopathic for the things I think and the things I say, and I'm aware of what's socially acceptable, but I can't help feeling attacked when multiple people say I'm hurtful and don't try to see my side of things. I've been called extremely liberal as well as overly right wing. Each time it's always been at least three versus one on my side. Are politics everything nowadays? I'm a bit of both and I don't see why I can't express it. I also feel that many people who tend to get riled up by me are trying to push their cultural views on me...
I want to make closer friends with other artists and creators, but at the same time, I'm wary of online friendships and becoming overly attached /vice versa. I value my own privacy and own time as much as I want to spend time just chatting - I also want to have the time alone to be productive. It seems like no matter what, I hurt someone's feelings for being too detached, too cruel, or unsympathetic. I'm already at a point where my real life schedule clashes with my other close friends' real schedules so that we rarely can find time to meet up due to work.