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Feb 2018

But at least you have more time to work on it, no?

A lil happy accident :smile:

Aww...:cry:
Welp, then I'll give it a peep when it comes on. :blush: Gotta add to those views!

I kind of want to vent my frustrations, but I also kind of don't see the point. You know? Yeah.
That's my complaint.

It's better to let them out, even if it feels like it doesn't matter. If you don't you'll end up like me :rainbow:

Ehh. Maybe. I just don't expect it to actually accomplish anything. Oh well. I'll just do a lighthearted vent instead.

My kitten keeps waking me up constantly throughout the night because she either a) jumps on my alarm clock radio and sets it off, b) climbs the dang bookshelf and knocks crap off, or c) if I close the door she claws at the carpet under the door and meows for ages.. I love her to bits but dang, chill.

damn back to 66 after finally getting to 67 T.T
when will I be able to break the 60 bracket I wonder?

I just really hate my life right now.

I want to find joy in doing things, but now, all I feel is that I'm just some useless idiot due to where I work and the people I live near constantly making things worse.

I'm overstressed, and I cannot take a hiatus, I need to get better at drawing. But I want to do EVERYTHING. I cannot balance my life well, and if I try to, it just gets worse and worse each day.

I cannot move out easily, I need to save money and I need to actually get a good job for once, but because of other people, it's impossible, since everyone's way too picky in who they hire, even though you could be the best worker, they just will deny you just because you wore a black polo when they like red polos better to the job interview or some stupid thing.

And if I cannot improve, what good am I?!

Yep, I have!
Nah, they have an auto-feeder. She can eat whenever she wants. She's just very energetic at night and would rather explore than play with the other cats for whatever reason. She cuddles up with me until I fall asleep, then off she goes on her little adventures.

ocuh sounds hard man, as one who also would like to do everything let me give you some tips,
first try writing down your goal, example: I wanna get a better job.
now break that one goal into questions
what jobs can I apply to?
what can I do to get that job?
what kind of job do I want?
where should I go to try?
etc

next try to answere each questions and break down those answers into tasks
I can apply to a low end worker job,
I need to make a resume and send it out, get a suit and go to and interview,etc
I want a job in drawing or programming
etc

then break those task even more down, by doing this the goal seems easier and less frustrating to try

this is just my process of how I do things, hope it helps, also taking a break and going to a park with some music helps with stress a lot (sun and trees give vitamin D which decreases stress and ups dopamine I've heard).

I can't always take a break since there's been so many break-ins lately. People literally tried breaking into my house a few nights ago.

Granted someone running out into the snow with a spear and sword would tell them to skip us, still worried.

depends on the vampire, bran stokers'(don't know if I wrote it right) can turn into a lizard or demon and control weather, while Twilights' is just shiny =D