Yeah I kinda can relate to what you are saying in a way, I haven't made my way into the 30's yet but sometimes (used /maybe,Still ToT) have a problem with lining out my drawings until I am satisfied (like I said before) but now I just go with the flow, (mainly because I have gotten tired and
Lazy
....
yes TnT
Maybe in time you'll find that thing that helps ya with yer problem, maybe not now but time'll tell UwU
... o-or somthin