is it normal to have to scroll down for like 10 minutes before ya get to the latest replies? Anyways I'd write on the forum more but people keep saying negative things to me. One person said I have no talent and that I never will, and another person told me in messages that all I do is flood the forum and that I need a trigger warning 5 minutes before I arrive.
I really wanna draw! And I will.. I just wish I could draw better! I wish I was a better artist.
I drew hamsters so small and awesome when I first started out.

But now every time I draw hamsters now, they look like huge monsterous blobs.
I draw worst than when I first started drawing them. =X