Yeah a big mood. I've found that what helps me is to experience "wins" as long as possible. So like, feeling good about a thing I did last week. Or remembering how good the painting from last month was. Otherwise, I end up chasing this feeling of "I'm a good artist." Not saying that's what you're going through. What art inspired you? You don't have to tell me.
shitty design school was like TW:
there were three suicide attempts in two years when I was in design school. Just a bunch of kids with no job prospects trying to do art on a deadline. I'm like,
Meanwhile, Im 20 years old like: "i dont know about you guys, my coping skill is having a fun time." while i wear sunglasses inside and crack a beer in the studio, lol.
Ive tried digital art but I need to study more. Its like, trying to speak another language. Like, I don't speak Spanish, but I