mentally preparing for hell week (black friday week) and like everything that's gonna come after so doing everything in my power to just take it easy where i can today. will say on one hand i'm very happy coz more hours means more money so my bills will be paid and by god did i need it lol but this week alone has like four or five days i think that are full day ~8+ hour shifts so i'm like desperately trying to figure out how i'm gonna manage that especially in terms of lunch coz i lowkey dont have money and idk what i could meal prep to bring with me coz idk how to work the microwave they got at the job and my body has been extra picky about what goes into it with like radiating pain if my guts not ok (like up to the jaw and shoulders)
offside tho i'm like going through a weird (but i think good weird) rekindling of love for comics and art and stuff and like wanting to get back into working on those things again properly myself but it feels so ill timed since it's smack in the middle of the holiday crazies so i'm like scared. it probably will mran more writing and doodling in my sketchbooks and notebooks but after so long i know they could use the tlc it's just like...paving myself and not getting too caught up in one thing or another lol
also the music Q honestly i feel like i continue to be a listens to almost anything person to the point even i look at something on one of my playlists and am like "what was i thinking" then get through it and i'm like "ohh i was thinking this is good and it is (at least imo)"
lately tho it's still kinda broad so i'm bouncing from jungle dnb, breakore and hardstyle to hyperpop, kpop and shiny music to like sprinkles of metal and then after catching up on dispatch i added like three four different song from thot squad to the list (literally been using hoes depressed as a mood booster and it works ĀÆ_(ć)_/ĀÆ )
also keep accidentally finding people making bangers on tiktok so i'm out here saving and listening to their stuff too to the point it's got me looking for daw's to mash out some stuff of my own even if it'll probably never touch any ears besides mine (found one tho just gotta like...figure out how to work it xD )