I achieved making it to 41 episodes of my story WolfTrain recently. The story is very emotional and at the same time, cold. Cold because it is a story, frigid in a dreamlike reflection reminiscent of some aspects of possible realities.
but warm because it is primal to perseverance.
And I realize I feel better than if I'd never tried to make the story. Making art comics that you enjoy is not a waste, and I'm grateful that I'm trying to tell a story.
It's not about it being perfect, I'm achieving imperfection and embracing it, and trying to make it beautiful.