@skidiggy, me too, it was a very proud moment to have all 30 chapters out!
And a buffer is a good idea, having one made me feel more relaxed and gave me more to time to actually go over my chapters with a pair of fresh eyes, got a couple headaches typing at night 
@Leyelle, Believe me I was feeling lost writing my story too, finishing that chapter quota felt very unlikely for a while, especially with a lot of entries having started all the way back in October, made me feel like it was a losing battle from the start
but I'm proud to know that we have finished!
@infjdany Oh I feel you on that! Wordcount isn't generally a problem for me either, its coming up with stuff that's the hard part!
I too had a lot of ideas in the beginning, but continuing in a way that's new but still maintains integrity to the story was a learning curve for me! And same, in the beginning I fell very easily into comparing my story, only made me feel bad about it!
Yup, gotta remind ourselves that sometimes self-love is the best love to have, especially when sharing our art with the world!
As a side note to everyone who's replied so far, I will say it's been nice to hear from you all, talking to you all has made my day! 