Thank you so much for replies! <3
@AnnaLandin Yeah, I'm kinda glad I stepped away this time. I'm really bad at taking breaks so I hope that this will resolve a big part of the problem. At least I got to sleep like 13 hours last night so it can't have been a total waste. xD Oh, I haven't lost the love at all. Which makes this even more frustrating as I have this constant itch to draw but when I try it doesn't end well. Kinda like scratching at a mosquito bite, first it helps, then you scratch too hard and then you're hurting and itching. :') ugh, I hate mosquitos.
@christinaeliz Sorry to hear you too are on the same loop. :< I totally agree. We are our biggest critics. Which is both good and bad. Bad in this case I guess. Oh yeah, usually seeing my crappy old art actually cheers me up because there's something wonderful seeing a piece done 10 years ago that I was proud of back in the day and then looking at something recently made. The difference in skills is huge. Which makes it exciting to think how things are going to look like 10 years from now.
@aronthemason Heh, I actually dislike how clay feels most of the time. xD But pounding things can be very therapeutic.
@phenylketonurics I hope you'll get out of the funk soon too! :<
Doing crappy things on purpose could really help. There would be no pressure to make anything look like... well... anything. xD Community projects are lots of fun too usually so I might look for those too.
@zetina It's definitely easier to love other people's art. Like you said, we are so close to the process with our own that it's hard to separate all the "shoulds" and "woulds" from the final piece. I think I'll do some mindless (bad) doodling to ease myself back into the groove. With something that I can't erase. If I mess up then, it will be final and I won't be able to keep polishing it. And yeah, I hope the break is what I needed. I usually work for hours everyday so maybe this is just a SOS for break. At least I got a lot of sleep out of this.
@gnekomikero Rolling on floor can be fun. Or maybe it's just me...
@monotone_ink Now, THAT is a masterpiece