Suren is my novel's main character. Growing up an becoming the next cycle experiencing her family's generational trauma, Suren initially started to search for a solution to heal her family. This perspective shifts to becoming her own healer, and coming to terms that healing is a painful act of repeating patterns before breaking their loop, realizing some people will never grow with you and are in fact meant to leave behind.
Suren is burdened by her desire to overshare and cling, and envisions the perfect fantasy of the life she so deeply wants only to end up being wounded when reality shows her she cannot have it as it is so desperately desired. It causes her to isolate herself, retract her trust and feel she is on her own and no one will ever help her in this life.
On the cover, we see her crying whilst appearing to stand strong, a strength too brittle and fueled by the decadent peace it may also come at the cost of her life.