I mean, everyone has their own learning process, autistic or not. Which is why I always try my best to avoid giving people advice on how to learn. How I learn is I like receiving feedback, both directly and indirectly. But I only ask for feedback from the people I know and trust. I also watch people and look for patterns. When they/I do something different or make a mistake, I learn quicker from that.
Anyway, don't doubt yourself. I see that you look down on your own writing, it's a good thing to be self-aware of your own flaws, but your ability is only limited by your own mind. And you seem to have turned one of those flaws into a strength.
It reminds me of a story structure people use where you take the Beginning, Middle and End and give them two plot points in between the three, from there they added more plot points in between the five points. I find that very helpful and informative, so your conclusion isn't all bad or less. It's just another way of learning how to structure your stories and ideas.
Anyway, I'll stop commenting now. Lmao I might've gotten us off track pretty badly.