Here's my irrational fear:
1. Failure
The fear where all my efforts to achieve my dreams failed so many times. For example, when I was a teenager I used to dream on wanting to be like other smart students in school where they get 'A' in all subject. Despite that I'm NOT good at studies ( which I didn't realized on that time ), I still tried so hard and pressure myself into studies just to be like those smart students. However, I only get 1 A but the rest is B, C and D's in all my subject, and no matter how hard I tried, the results are always the same. It was frustrating.
I remembered the time when I was teenager. The female teacher asked everyone to read the questions with the answer they choose so she will tell them if it's correct or wrong, and when I answered the question with my answer my teacher got irritated on me that I kept getting the wrong answer all the time and the other student were laughing at me for every wrong answer I chose. This happens for 2 years tbh and I was hurt that I couldn't get correct like others.
2. Height
For real, heights really gave me phobia.
3. Being in crowded place
Due to my autism and my introvert personality, being in crowded area makes my fear worst. Introvert person like me likes to be peaceful and quiet and be alone, but don't do well in social areas.
4. Situation unexpectedly goes wrong