Where we're saying that you deserve it?
I was genuinely asking because I don't know you, neither your content or what it conveys. No one even has called you a "pedo" which is a word that I won't be swinging around that easily, since the current usage of it has kind of washed out the severity of it and what victims have gone through. Everyone nowadays that has a character that "may give the impression of being a minor" can be a red flag, even on Patreon, so more than calling names... it was just... addressing a normal issue that artist go through.
If the problem are two pages, then... fix those pages? And even if it takes time, won't that be better than just... giving up? Leaving things be or just give up doesn't sound any better and at that extent then... you'll also be the one throwing away time and effort?. Sometimes it is a mistake make by a bot, an automated feature that works in order to keep the place in order since, humans are limited and there are a certain amount of hours they can go and check content one by one, especially after the notice that some have been fired.
As well... times change, Tapas is not the site it used to be after it became an App and had to follow the COPPA and other American Laws, not to mention it has to fall in line to what Google Analytics and the App Store want, so... It's kinda logic that the content that originally brought you here is no longer acceptable. I remember also back when I also joined just to read the NSFW episodes of certain independent comics from around... 6-7 years ago.
No one has insulted you, asked you to leave, told you to screw off or whatever.
We don't have proper input on your situation, therefore the only thing that we can do is ask you, theorize and bring up what we already know to start sketching a possible solution or outcome.
Neither anyone here has diminished your worth as an artist? Maybe you're reaching a bit too far due to being terrible upset and sleep deprived? If you can't sleep try to at least don't overwork your brain, artists have a terrible habit of creating several scenarios and especially negative ones, so don't fail for your own sabotage, it's easy to believe everyone is against you if you're currently wounded, but trust me that here we're asking, because we don't know, because we want to know and we want to help, but there is just a limited amount about what we can do, the alternatives we can offer or certain solutions.
If you wanted to vent, then that's ok. Just clarify before hand if you're not looking for solutions or any other kind of support that doesn't align to what you're currently needing.
