Everyone has such honorable and noble reasons! I do love art, and indeed it's the best way I can express myself. It makes me feel good to bring joy to an audience, and I live and breathe art. At this point, I can't imagine being able to do anything else.
Though to be very honest, the reason why I started doing comics -- which I only started doing independently with Incubus Tales, before that it was mostly little experiments, playing, collaborations, or not actually comic work but something else -- was because I kept seeing depressing sexy comics.
There would be these pretty people with exciting lives, having exciting relations with each other...and being terribly depressing about the whole affair. There was always this pall cast over the proceedings, and I really didn't like that. I set out to make lighter stories overall that would bring a smile to readers and give them a little excitement. Maybe some action and adventure, some nice humor...
But generally less of the bizarre depressive tone that was super prevalent for a while. I don't know what was up with that!
I think part of what made me especially sensitive to it was the fact that growing up and trying to digest gay stories and gay expression led to inevitably a lot of depressing stories that seemed to include depressing elements not because they were organic to the story, but because they were expected. Fortunately there's much more diversity now in the stories being told, but for a while...whew. You'd get stories that, in the way of gay culture, dealt frankly with sex and relationships...and then threw in some tragedy from out of nowhere because for decades, you couldn't get a story seen with gay characters unless something terrible happened to them. Either because they felt it necessary to cultivate sympathy from an audience who didn't share their orientation, or because it was supposed to come off as some sort of "punishment", which is a whole other can of worms.
Anyway, I like drawing guys, I like a challenge, I enjoy adventure and fantasy, and there were pretty much no sexy incubi in stories. Succubi everywhere, but no incubi. So I thought, what the heck, why not change that?
And now here I am, at least ass-deep in being an artist. And some days I sit here and wonder about myself!
What have I got myself into...!