06:23 AM
I tried to set regular update on monday, but now it's Saturday and I haven't write anything real. I feel like abandoning it for a while due to insecurities, feeling it's worthless, looming fear of people not liking it or straight up ignoring it
the previous chapter isn't received very good (less comments and likes) so I feel demotivated continuing.
Perhaps I will delay it, or resort to cram the writing into one night and abandon proofreading whatsoever (like I did ever proofread). It's not the most exciting part anyway, plus I'm busy preparing presentations and stuffs
I also tried to do collab with someone from here. I'm excited but nervous about it, especially about the execution. We haven't been discussing again (I feel bad) but I think the idea is already pretty solid 