I have a vendetta against writing.
I hate writing.
I hate the feelings that comes with when I write anything, especially the feeling of insecurity that encompasses the value of my self-worth.
I have a love-hate relationship with writing. English is my second language, and I was told from a young age of 8, that I cannot write well by a teacher in front of my peers. That has constantly been playing in my head as I write (at this point, I'm calling it a trauma)
Yet, strangely, I can never give it up. I took English courses all throughout highschool and university. But, my writing was never up to par despite the education I had sought out.
So writing frustrates me, it challenges me, it pisses me off, but it's also rewarding when I finish a piece I'm proud of.