Hmm kind of multifaceted.
The main reason I pursue art (and as a result, the pay off) is because I feel terribly unproductive when I'm not drawing or working on something related lol. I had a big break from drawing between graduating highschool and graduating college where I did a little drawing here and there, but not much. And then after I started working my first couple of jobs out of school I just kind of stopped altogether for like 8 months. It was like fine, and I would just go to work and most days come home and play video games (or occasionally meet up with friends or whatever) but I felt a big gap in my soul where my other big hobby used to be. So I got back into it and have been a lot happier since lol. Even if I only draw sporadically, it's still enough to help me feel like I'm being productive in my off time, and thus content.
That said why comics specifically? One part is because I've always been drawing comics, even since I was little lol. I'm not really sure why, as I didn't even really read that many comics when I was really young (I got into Manga big time in middle school when lots of my friends started discovering it, but prior to that not much... but I had been drawing comics since I was easily 4 or 5). So like just as an artform, it's something that's always resonated with me and that I've been interested in making.
But there's also a part of me that's admittedly into the whole "internet fame" aspect. The idea of building a sizable fan base is like... super desirable somehow haha. I don't like stress over my progress on this "goal" though since it's partially out of my control, and can also lead to really toxic mindsets really fast if you focus on it too much. The communities and people you can meet and opportunities you can find as a byproduct are all things that one can start getting involved with with even meager "followings" (and I feel like I've already been able to become a part of some of these types of things, which is great
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Finally, while I don't really aspire to turn art or comics into my main full time job I guess my most "concrete" goal at this point is to get to a point where I can try out tabling at conventions here and there. I'm not at the point yet where I feel like I have enough content to warrent trying to sell it in that way, but I think I could get there in the near future~