Wanting to tell the story the way I want to and being neurotic about what the readers think? I mean ultimately its about me telling the story I want not about people pleasing, but when I lose subs, I'm tempted to think "did I do something wrong?" or is this just a slow week, or they just were just expecting something else. The most subs I have the more I lose
I'm making a story that fits in fantasy/superhero genre, but really its about personal development and it has a lot of drama/dialogue scenes. While the core audience is mostly loyal, sometimes I struggle keeping the attention spans of younger 12-16 year olds that dominates webtoons
I even made the decision to jump into some action scenes earlier and move the dialogue scenes later on just so people won't lose interest because there isn't enough going on.
I want my comic to be a hit, and I know it has elements of a hit (manga styled, better quality artwork, "cool" fantasy elements like angels and powers, and relatable characters), but not all (not fast paced right now or genre specific or target audience oriented). There's a certain extent I'm willing to compromise but I can only do so much until my story becomes unrecognizable. At least I've still stuck true to my story, but the audience did affect the way I did some scenes. I think another challenge is realizing mistakes while i'm still updating (text too unreadable, chapters too short and having to go back and condense them, and more recently I'm redoing my 1st chap/prologue since it's pure narration now.) It's a constant learning process, even though I thought I put in a LOT of planning before my launch, there's so much I didn't anticipate. Ultimately I want to spread the message and wisdom presented to my story as authentically and effectively as possible, because I genuinely want to make a difference. I'm not doing it for money or fame, BUT if I had those 2 things, my message would spread a lot easier. Still, I love it when people thank me for doing this or when they tell me a character is relatable, it makes me feel I'm making an impact. Webcomics are an emotional rollercoaster, provide yourself emotional stability, cause it will give you little to none DX